Pounds DOWN!! I figured it was time to weigh again today. And, I was astonished to see what the scale said. Went right by 265 were I thought it would stop and landed straight on 260 even!! AH, I just can not believe it. A size 16, officially feeling much better about the scale and liking the way I feel about myself these days.
Though I am a bit insecure about tonight. We are going to this Irish Pub Brewery tonight for my hubby's birthday. A bunch of his buddies from work are coming. I have NEVER met them before. And, next to my hubby, who is super skinny, I always feel like people are thinking "what the hell is he doing with him". So I am always worried. I mean yes they don't know the reason that I am "larger" or that I have lost 92lbs. But, I still always wonder what other people think. I hope this insecurity goes away soon. I know I look a ton different and that the only mans opinion that matters is my hubby's. BUT..... I still always think....... what are they thinking?!
But, tonight should be fun. I am going to be sharing a kids meal of fish and chips with my daughter and then we may just splurge for dessert LOL! I do find myself pathetic in the fact that I eat so little, I have to share my daughters kids meal. But, hey atleast it is money saving :). I hope you all have a wonderful day!
Until next time...........
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