New Milestone!!

   Before I tell you about the milestone I hit today, I have to tell you that going through this weight loss journey is like a baby learning to walk. It is gradual, takes lost of encouragement from loved ones, takes a lot of determination, is slow but sure and every time you hit a milestone or goal someone claps and cheers you on. I've had to change my WHOLE life for this weight loss to happen. I've had to teach myself that food is for nourishment not to indulge or help coupe. I've learned to make a fully balanced meal for my loved ones, consisting of protein, starch, good carb, fruit and veggie. This is a whole life change. It is not easy task or quick fix. I am so glad that I have so many people standing behind me to help me out on this journey. Some are even taking it with me. I always thought I had a good handle on food except for a couple periods in my life. But, taking this journey has really opened my eyes.

  Now, with that being said. I hit a milestone today that just made me smile. I was able to paint my toenails. Now yes this may seem miniscule but it isn't. Before when I was 352-356lbs I couldn't bend over enough to paint them. And, when I did I had to hold my breath, hurry up and brush the paint on and then straighten up and pant for some breathe... and repeat the process until all my toes where painted. BUT.... today I was giving my baby girl a bath and figured while she played I would sit on the toilet lid and paint my toes. I had no problem and was able to bend all the way over, paint all my toes and still talk to Ky as I was doing it. It was so amazing. Though it is a little task it is a MAJOR milestone for me. I am so happy. I feel like a normal human being again. I know longer shy away from the mirror and I can do so many  things now that seemed nearly impossible before.

  I have an appointment tomorrow. I doubt that it will be a fill appointment, since I just had a fill to weeks ago and can still eat hardly anything. But, we will see what my surgeon says. Wish me luck. I love that my surgeon and nurses are just as proud of me as my family is..... Well thanks for reading today and letting me share my exciting milestone... Until next time!


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